This is a place of solice for me ... it has been a place that I have found liberty and the word says of this place, that where His spirit is ... there you will find it ...
There is so much on my heart and running freely in my mind. If I knew where to begin I would! If there were an antedote I would find it and be done with it all; yet again my heart pours and my hands type what I dare not ... and can not speak ....
I hear so much ... and so much I dont want to hear ...
Pray without ceasing saints ... this time it is much ...
Selah ! _________________ Yet they shall be ministers in my sanctuary, [having] charge at the gates of the house, and ministering to the house: they shall slay the burnt offering and the sacrifice for the people, and they shall stand before them to minister unto them. Eze 44:11
I have so much on my mind and there are not enough keys on the keyboard to bring them altogether in a seasonable conclusion.
Even my answers bring questions ... in this thing we call life there is so much in the midst of our mind. body and spirit ...
high lows in betweens ... things that are different even more that are alike ... we attribute them to trial and going through, but have we sat for a moment to consider our condition is where we ought be ... our state of mind is something we must embrace ... our time of solstice a command to be as we are where we are when we are ...
More than enough for me ...
Until then ...
Be in His will even if you don't understand it ... Obey His way and His will you will understand ...
~Selah~ _________________ Yet they shall be ministers in my sanctuary, [having] charge at the gates of the house, and ministering to the house: they shall slay the burnt offering and the sacrifice for the people, and they shall stand before them to minister unto them. Eze 44:11
The word of God says that all things are lawful but not all are expedient....
I was speaking with my sister the other day ... and for that alone I am ever gracious to an awesome God for placing someone like her in my life to enrich me and make me stronger.
Our bond has only grown year after year ... The Lord sent her to me at a time in my life where I was focusing on being bitter and not better; where my anger consumed me and it was everyone's fault except my own.
Discernment had slipped and skepticism reigned supreme. Overwhelmed by the love of Christ which compelled me to love when every fiber of my being so wanted to be consumed by hate. In steps God in the person of this woman of God to be His hands and feet and in that moment ... He posed a question...
"Wilt thou be made whole"
There were (3) women to come to me and each brought
Strength
Restoration
And
Fortitude
They grounded me when everything under my feet had surely slipped. They steadied me when my soul was tossed and I almost lost my anchor...
Yet for this ... I give God praise!
No what they said did not always agree with my flesh; in truth it made me made enough to spit nails...
I had issues and they were bold enough to address them all; call me to the carpet and force me if need be into submission to heed the absolute will of God...
Like I think not ... I aint wanna hear and wanted to tune them out...
I stopped calling ... and they called me ... I stopped reaching and they pulled ... I stopped wanting and they evoked a thirst in me that I could not refuse!
Either way ... my talk with my sister and my friend by the power of God is healing me. I am again in a place of transition ... pressing ever forward towards a goal that I know is too big to occupy as the Lord's Prophet ... until He comes!
It's more than enough and a struggle indeed to bear the weight (wait) that has been given to many before me, since me and currently ... It is much and lasting in this and is eternal indeed. I said to my sister if I had a map I could not pin point a place in me of where I am or what I am feeling...
On this journey I am consumed...
On this journey I must allow ... for what you say ... just allow whatever is to be...
On this journey...
If He is then I am ....Yielded still... Forever in His will …
Sent 2 Serve _________________ Yet they shall be ministers in my sanctuary, [having] charge at the gates of the house, and ministering to the house: they shall slay the burnt offering and the sacrifice for the people, and they shall stand before them to minister unto them. Eze 44:11
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